Been a while! That said, I see no-one has really been reading my singular post, so I guess I have not been missed ;)
I am now engaged to be married - but I am still fat.
I have also been tentatively diagnosed with PCOS, which means that losing weight is going to be even harder. I have been trying to diet, but damn! It's so hard! The new job makes me want to comfort eat on an almost constant basis. Not good. I am lucky I think that this year so far the weather has been total shite, I have not been as sweaty and uncomfortable as I usually am during summer.
I know, it's my fault. Grow a pair and lose some weight. Get off my lard arse and do a workout. But what do you do when you just cannot be bothered? No matter how I try to motivate myself, I just can't stick to anything longer than a week...
"You are planning to marry in 2 years! Do you want to be a UK 20 then?!" - Got 2 years yet!
"You walk to work and are hot a sweaty and minging. Lose a bit and you will be fine!" - I have alwasy been a sweaty cow. Weight loss may help a bit, but not much...
"You are at so much more risk of terrible diseases because you are OBESE" - I smoke like a chimney, so I am probably going to die of something nasty anyhow.
And thats just a few! See what I mean? I have reasons for not losing weight that - although are crap - seem to motivate me more than reasons to lose weight. This is not good. I am a stereotypical fat girl - too lazy to do anything about my weight.
Vicious cycle!!!
